Monday, January 09, 2006

January 09, 2006

Today was quite a drag. I Spoke to Grace, i swear i'm starting to wonder about that girl. Is she getting smarter or what or is she just trying to act, cus according to previous experiences, women can act(hence why they hardly ever get caught slippin/cheating). She was all giving me this funky talk about how she's changed and how she's on some next level in terms of 'lovers and friends' and a relationship, i couldn't care less even if she'd devolved to a monkey in fact. Sounds harsh but, boy it's true, i don't see Grace in 'that way' anymore, we've grown apart now, at least i have and i hope she is. I think it's time i told her about the new girls i've been seing and talking to. Everytime we talk or see eachother, it's like we always put on a front like we aren't seeing anybody else since 'our time', when i ask "what's your love life saying? or hows the dating scene" she always seems to give me back this "it's dead man, seriously". And i'm starting to wonder because i give her that same answer but i know my dating scene is starting to heat up and is far from dead. Boy, maybe hers is really dead, maybe she hasn't got time for guys at the moment(not that i care). Anyways enough about her.

Today was so boring you know, i spent most of my day in the comfort on my bedroom, with the heater on listening to music and browsing the net. By boys gave me a call to come do a lil shopping in the city centre, when they say little shopping, they really mean 'bring your credit card' kind of shopping .So Went to town with the boys to buy some new things. A friend of a friend was having a birthday party tommorow and i had been told i was invited so this was a reason to go out and purchase a lil' something. The January sales were really crap so i didn't exactly come back home with like 10 bags. I took a trip to Debenhams to see what the sales were saying....nothing....went to Tompan...nothing.....Zara..nothing....and finally House Of Fraser...nothing. By the list of all those stores you could probably tell my dress sense already and one thing i can say is that i HATE to look like other people 'on road', got my own style, it's called the R-TYPE. Very classy, smart at the same time, with a bit of 'hood' in it. So when u see a brother with the R-TYPE, beware, he's probably a phony, only Raheem's got the real R-TYPE style. I left the city centre without buying anything and i wasn't complaining, seen as i saved money. I wanted to see Sasha today, haven't seen her since our little 'meeting' in my bedroom....:-)..I sent her a text :"Hey Sasha, how you doing? what you up to later, i'm gonna be in ur bits so i thought i'd pass by n see u....Raheem..xx"
I didn't want to sound to desparate and at the same time didn't want to give her the idea that i didn't care, because that could be a valuable investment out the window if not handled right.
"No problem raheem, let me know when your coming...s.x" She replied.
I still had quite a lot of time at hand before i went to see her, so i killed time and visited an associate. Not a very important person(YET). Before i knew it, it was 9:00pm, i sent her a text to tell her that i was on my way. You see, that's the thing i like about Sasha, she never messes or flops on you, if you tell her that you want to meet her and arrange a meeting, she'll make it, unlike some...but don't be getting the idea like she's some goody-girl because of that..

"Hey Mr Raheem, looking good, i like your new jacket" she said in a somewhat sarcastic tone. "Thanks" i replied. I could feel a weird tension between us, maybe it's because we never mentioned what happened between us the other day. We just carried on like normal, at least i did, so i guess she played on. She was busy cooking, while we caught up about what has been happening since we last saw eachother which was only 2 days ago. Sasha's a great cook, she makes any dish, you name it, especially the food from back home...

"What's on your mind Raheem?" she said as she paused and gave me a look dead in the eye. Ok, i was thinking what is this girl on about? i swear that's my line, is she up to something? because Sasha loves to play a lot of mind games because she thinks it's the only way she's going to stay on my level..i wasn't complaining, i love it when a girl can keep me on my toes, i'm looking for that girl who is going to knock ME off my feet, that's the day i'll put my hands up and surrender to committment(yeah right, me surrender? haha)..

"i don't know, you tell me, you know what i'm thinking, dig deeper" i replied. Ok, i know what your probably thinking, that do i think im sort of hypnotist or something?? lol...the answer is no. To the guys, when a girl asks you these type of dodgy questions, never give a definite answer because she might take whatever you say and use it against you, give an answer with let's say. two meanings and allow her to use her own brain to figure it out rather than taking what you say, which might not really be what you mean and take at another way.

Me and Sasha went on, i was seated on the couch, faced to the tv, but i could still see her in the kitchen doing her cooking. I didn't want to make it as if i was giving full attention to her, like she's the onlly one on the room(the other one is the TV..HEHE). We didn't even end up doing anything, i played it 'cat n string' theory(more about this l8a), i could have made a move but i left it, i don't think she was bothered though.....as soon as i left her place, i dashed back to mine, my msn mennger had 7 windows open with messages....one was from Donna(hmmm)

P.s: I hope Sasha's going to be an interesting one..

Raheem


6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

"when a girl asks you these type of dodgy questions, never give a definite answer because she might take whatever you say and use it against you, give an answer with let's say. two meanings and allow her to use her own brain to figure it out rather than taking what you say, which might not really be what you mean and take at another way."

YOU THIEF! that's my game you see it... you cant let your words hold you down in this day and age where people are just looking for things to tied on you. Make them answer their own questions! At least it prevents you from being a liar!!!

10:20 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"Debenhams???"

Isnt that just like Marks & Spencers? You wouldnt see me in neither stores. Topman, Zara... it's all good stuff but you need to up your game... Move up to "Reiss" bruv... that's where really sweet boys do their thing... it's not for the faint hearted though and it's definitely not cheap... be ready to shed at least £200, and that will just buy you one item by the way!!! but then again you wouldnt see another breh wearing what you are wearing... you see it???

After sharp dressing for men comes at a cost...

10:28 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

so.....u say dt u wudnt care if Grace devolved into a monkey. but something about her is obviously affecting you, for you to be talking bout her so passionately. wot did Grace do to you? u have 2 let us readers know...give us sum background raheem. did she make u into d person u are 2day??

8:15 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

what is he though? I still aint seeing no game! Everything seems flukey with him

10:31 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Interesting post Raheem.

1:28 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hehee @ raheem ...looks like you aint doing to well out here ...
anywayz to the first anonymous ...u wrote...Make them answer their own questions! At least it prevents you from being a liar!!!...from when you are trying to decive them you are lying so dont decive yourself from thinking you aint gonna be classed a liar.because the motive of your heart is to not let them know watever they wnat to know....anywayz raheem what did Grace do to you ? cuz it seems like she has done you something the way you keep stating you dont care etc etc Lies..

1:53 pm  

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