March 1, 2005

I went to Amerie’s flat today and I must confess that girl is so bufffff!!!! Oh my days, I had to restrain myself from trying to get a lil’ sum’um… I’m trying to be good, I wanna to like this girl as in get to know her kinda like, but she’s making things difficult! I got to her house around 10pm, straight after work… she was in some short night dress (I don’t know if it was for me, or that’s was she wears to bed)… and what makes her so nice is she’s got long legs with prominent hips and profound thighs… my head was ringing bells… She asked me if I wanted a drink… I was driving home so I asked her to give me some orange juice… She took a sip from it before handing me the cup… I don’t like sharing cups/glasses/bottles with people not even girls! But after she did that… I was almost kissing the whole glass… I MEAN I’M TRYING TO BE GOOD!!! “How was work today?” She said… sitting on the couch next to me with her legs tucked between her arms… she’s got the most amazing eyes (almond shaped eyes)… I felt like kissing her till I was drunk of her luv… “errmm… work was cool, busy day at work” I said trying not to put some smooth line in my answer… “Is it? That’s good… how’s your mum? hope she’s feeling better” … why is this girl so nice!!! “She’s much better now…thanks”… I couldn’t take this any more… “Can I play your PlayStation…? I need to get stress out of me” I said as I grabbed the controller for the game… It’s a turn off I know… but if I didn’t I’ll be piecing this girl before I knew it and I wanted to slow things down…. “What you want a massage?” She asked… “Errm… why not?” Guys when girls say stuff like (which they normally don’t say) that it doesn’t mean “I want to shag you”, Ladies… if a guy says “Do you want a massage?”, he’s just looking for an excuse to touch your body…! Amerie was gentle but worked the muscles on my shoulders, loosing ever knot in there… my phone then rang… I was in a predicament… I couldn’t stand up and get it because I was ‘hard’ and that will be bait…. “Aren’t you gonna get your phone?” She asked… “Get it for me luv…” I said acting like I was concentration on the game… She actually answered the phone… it was Byron though… asking me if Marie had a boyfriend… I didn’t even have Marie’s number!!! When I became less hard… I went back to the sofa where Amerie was now lying down… I sat next to her and she put her head on my laps… “Y’alright?” I asked… “Yeah…kinda… I think I’m on my period…my stomach hurts” She said… okay… definitely no action… that’s fine by me… I picked the undergrowth at the back of her head…. “Is it? Have you got a hot water bottle to use on your stomach?” I asked… “Yeah, I’ll go get it…” She got the bottle and put it on her stomach… “You are sweet you know?” She said… “Thanks”…I said… “I can imagine you get a lot of women… you are cute as well…” Okay here’s the killer… when a girl says that to you… are you meant to say “Naa… I wish”… or “Of course I do”… I smiled without saying anything as I continued to pick her hair… “Tell me about your ex-girlfriend…” She said as she was now looking at me… I spent the next 30mins talking about Lisa… to get her sympathy vote… obviously I never told her I was cheating! I told her Lisa was getting paranoid… “I can see where she’s coming from, you are sweet and charming…” She smiled… What are all these compliments about?… Amerie definitely wasn’t helping…. And she was still looking at me… now was the perfect time to plant the kiss on her lips… but naa… I wasn’t going to fall for the bait… that would ruin everything… I wanted to savour her like sweet wine… which reminded me of KCi & JoJo’s “Don’t Rush”… there will always be another day (I hope!)… I looked at the time… it was like 12:30!!!! I had work the next day!!! “I’ve got work tomorrow… I’ve got to get going….” I said… as I got my jacket…. “Why? Aren’t you gonna stay with me for some time?” She said… “Trust me Amerie, I will love to stay with you all night and talk to you… but I need some sleep… before work” I said… I didn’t wanna leave but I had to before I did something silly…. I’m trying to like Amerie… but she’s making things hard… its not like she’s making any moves but… what people fail to recognise is that GIRLS MAKE THE FIRST MOVE IN MOST CASES… they make the mental moves… the puppy dog eyes… the leaning on your shoulder and all the talking quietly…. And smiling looking into your eyes… applying their lip gloss… all that is just saying… “What the hell you waiting for…?” (Not in all cases though… pay attention to her body language)

This reminds me of Tank’s “Close”… “I’m so close… I can feel it…”