::RAHEEM::
For the past few weeks iv'e been thinking about the subject of time and i know you guys are probably thinking 'oh not a another topic' but time is serious. It's funny how things change over time, like don't you ever think back to when it was just you and that special someone (even though you had other girls on the side), this is to the girls too(sly female players)...and you think back to them days, when it was just you, your people and that £2 day travelcard when you go on your linkages... whatever happened her, him, them. Time is dangerous(seriously), depending on how we use it, this aint no tutorial at all, it's just what's on my mind. Go back to Rafael's post on Chaos Theory titled 'The Lord works in mysterious ways', its sort of like the broad of what's going on in my head right about now.
OK, quick update.
Grace(the ex girlfriend)- my relationship with Grace is fading away very slowly over time, i guess everything is not as you'd expect it to be. We hardly even talk anymore and when we do it's not like we used to(the usual running down of my T-mobile minutes) so i guess thats dying. The pages of the past is burning slowly, soon its all just going to be memories.
Winnie(umm...ok its complicated..hehe) i spoke to Winnie, she's changed, reaks with confidence, it's like shes developed some next kind of game going on for her. Definately got some confidence now, which shocked me at first(nothing ever shocks me) because she was so basic before, i'd give IT to her and she'll take it. I'm guessing she's in some sort of relationship but i won't give her the satisfaction of caring(i really don't)..ha. That's another member of my past thats slowly dying down in terms of communication.
This is what happens when you don't keep in contact over time, lol, it's like watching people grow up for most of your life and then you don't see them for years then all of the sudden you recognize your high school crush at that get-together and they have changed so much. It's part of life, things change, people change, you move to different locations and adapt to your environment just like i did at university. Who knows what's in store of the future, do we really have the power to determine what happens in our future life? will i get married and have kids or never get married and have kids(even though i prefer the former)...? people say that we will all end up where we are meant to be, but the big question is 'where ARE we meant to be?' we make decisions in life that determine which of the billions of routes/scenarios we can take to determiner our future...just something 2 think about.
University is getting a bit too predictable for me, and i HATE routines, same faces, day by day. For the last couple of weeks i've been talking one of the many girls i am 'talking' to in university. Her name is Sharon. She's nice, very nice, other guys say she's the nicest girl in the university but i dont get involved in all that hype of judging girls, it ruins my mindset, her looks is not the focus, it's her. What i've learnt is that beauty is common but it's all about personality and a great outlook on life(not saying i dont like buff girls..hehe). I've been seeing her for a while now(1 month..ha), sleeping over etc, things leading another etc. Nobody knows apart from me and her, at least that's what i thought until when my boy Andrew said "Bruv you know that Sharons mouth is big? i know you two are doing a thing" im like WHAT!!!! i swear i never told anyone about this, not even Andrew...apparently, she told her friend(not her best friend) about me and her and her best friend told Andrew....I MEANN..that is so waste...it aint like ive shown her all what Raheem's about, and she's bragging already. Sharon is sexy and all but her character aint good enough, she's too soft, easy to manipulate and always depends on people, and i can't work with that, i like challenges, she doesn't pose a threat to me so it's boring..lol...so i'm contemplating on her best friend, Tracey,she's so sexy, not as nice as Sharon though, but she's good, chocolate skin, body like a coca-cola bottle, sexy hair(i luv hair, hers is REAL too!!). Now Tracey is faistyy...just like i like my ladies, someone that can stand up for themselves when approached on the street by hoodlums, instead of screamin like some duck and running away leaving their man to get battered. Traceys dress sense is emaculate, straight up H$My. I would prefer a decent looking girl with a heavy dress sense as oppose to a BUFF girl dressing like she going for a jog(kmt)....So Tracey might be an option, Sharon aint ready for this heat i'm bringing u see it!!!!
Ladies please don't think i'm some bad dude the way i'm talking about girls like this, i'm just another brother trying to find 'miss right', but the only difference is that intend on seeing different girls in paralell instead of seeing them in series(long periods/relationships) which is a waste of time really like jagged edge said "we aint getting no younger", so i will go through as many till i find the one for me and i will not do it in a sly way either, I WILL COME RIGHT UNDER THE RADAR!!hehehahahaa
Ended the day today with a glance at myself in the mirror, its not a vanity thing, it's just a thing i do once in a while, it's funny when you see yourself changing...not the same as last night, or the night before....my eyes are reddish from the tiredness and my hair is nappy(style) as i look at my being in the mirror...
Raheem xxx(kisses to the girls onli, dont av a sign 4 d fellas yet..hehe)
OK, quick update.
Grace(the ex girlfriend)- my relationship with Grace is fading away very slowly over time, i guess everything is not as you'd expect it to be. We hardly even talk anymore and when we do it's not like we used to(the usual running down of my T-mobile minutes) so i guess thats dying. The pages of the past is burning slowly, soon its all just going to be memories.
Winnie(umm...ok its complicated..hehe) i spoke to Winnie, she's changed, reaks with confidence, it's like shes developed some next kind of game going on for her. Definately got some confidence now, which shocked me at first(nothing ever shocks me) because she was so basic before, i'd give IT to her and she'll take it. I'm guessing she's in some sort of relationship but i won't give her the satisfaction of caring(i really don't)..ha. That's another member of my past thats slowly dying down in terms of communication.
This is what happens when you don't keep in contact over time, lol, it's like watching people grow up for most of your life and then you don't see them for years then all of the sudden you recognize your high school crush at that get-together and they have changed so much. It's part of life, things change, people change, you move to different locations and adapt to your environment just like i did at university. Who knows what's in store of the future, do we really have the power to determine what happens in our future life? will i get married and have kids or never get married and have kids(even though i prefer the former)...? people say that we will all end up where we are meant to be, but the big question is 'where ARE we meant to be?' we make decisions in life that determine which of the billions of routes/scenarios we can take to determiner our future...just something 2 think about.
University is getting a bit too predictable for me, and i HATE routines, same faces, day by day. For the last couple of weeks i've been talking one of the many girls i am 'talking' to in university. Her name is Sharon. She's nice, very nice, other guys say she's the nicest girl in the university but i dont get involved in all that hype of judging girls, it ruins my mindset, her looks is not the focus, it's her. What i've learnt is that beauty is common but it's all about personality and a great outlook on life(not saying i dont like buff girls..hehe). I've been seeing her for a while now(1 month..ha), sleeping over etc, things leading another etc. Nobody knows apart from me and her, at least that's what i thought until when my boy Andrew said "Bruv you know that Sharons mouth is big? i know you two are doing a thing" im like WHAT!!!! i swear i never told anyone about this, not even Andrew...apparently, she told her friend(not her best friend) about me and her and her best friend told Andrew....I MEANN..that is so waste...it aint like ive shown her all what Raheem's about, and she's bragging already. Sharon is sexy and all but her character aint good enough, she's too soft, easy to manipulate and always depends on people, and i can't work with that, i like challenges, she doesn't pose a threat to me so it's boring..lol...so i'm contemplating on her best friend, Tracey,she's so sexy, not as nice as Sharon though, but she's good, chocolate skin, body like a coca-cola bottle, sexy hair(i luv hair, hers is REAL too!!). Now Tracey is faistyy...just like i like my ladies, someone that can stand up for themselves when approached on the street by hoodlums, instead of screamin like some duck and running away leaving their man to get battered. Traceys dress sense is emaculate, straight up H$My. I would prefer a decent looking girl with a heavy dress sense as oppose to a BUFF girl dressing like she going for a jog(kmt)....So Tracey might be an option, Sharon aint ready for this heat i'm bringing u see it!!!!
Ladies please don't think i'm some bad dude the way i'm talking about girls like this, i'm just another brother trying to find 'miss right', but the only difference is that intend on seeing different girls in paralell instead of seeing them in series(long periods/relationships) which is a waste of time really like jagged edge said "we aint getting no younger", so i will go through as many till i find the one for me and i will not do it in a sly way either, I WILL COME RIGHT UNDER THE RADAR!!hehehahahaa
Ended the day today with a glance at myself in the mirror, its not a vanity thing, it's just a thing i do once in a while, it's funny when you see yourself changing...not the same as last night, or the night before....my eyes are reddish from the tiredness and my hair is nappy(style) as i look at my being in the mirror...
Raheem xxx(kisses to the girls onli, dont av a sign 4 d fellas yet..hehe)
posted by Miguel Harper at 2:27 am
1 Comments:
Interesting ideas that you have conveyed, i paticularly like the one about having relationships with many with diferent girls until you find 'miss right' but that doesn't seem right to me because your looking at it from your owm perspective. is it not best to be friends with girls then by watching and analysing their behaviour, character and attitude etc you will be able to tell if she is compatible or someone you'd prefer to get to know further!! You also need 2 know what you want in a wife/partner both externally and internally and also consider yourself what characterstics do you have that may put off the right girl from getting 2 know you, it seems like your suggesting the ball is in your court but i beg 2 differ!!
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